The operations, gruelling rehabilitation programmes and endless hours in the gym have been agony.
However, as Kevin Cuthbert finally accepts defeat in his bid to play again, he rightly chooses to focus on the ecstasy of his two decades between the sticks.
Being part of the squad which lifted the Challenge Cup with his hometown club, St Johnstone.
Stepping out at Hampden Park for a League Cup semi-final with humble Ayr United.
The penalty save from Jason Cummings which catapulted Hamilton into the Premiership at Hibs’ expense.
Not bad for a player whose own teammates in the Saints youth ranks didn’t think had a prayer of making the grade.
“In another life, with a bit of luck I could have played for another couple of seasons but I’m not going to complain about luck,” smiled Cuthbert.
“I look back at my youth team and I can pick out some great young players, some who only lasted a couple of years and some who never kicked a ball in senior football.
“I don’t think anyone thought that I would be the one who went on to have a professional career.
“Yet this June would have been 20 years. I worked harder than anyone to make the most of my chance and I don’t regret anything.
“Being from Perth, winning the Challenge Cup with St Johnstone was amazing and I had a special 10 years at that club.
“I got to play at Hampden in an Ayrshire derby for Ayr and – although individuals accolades were never too important to me – picked up a couple of player of the year awards there.
“However, the pinnacle was probably the penalty save against Hibs which won promotion for Hamilton in 2014.
“Everything about that day was breathtaking: the comeback, the atmosphere, the team spirit.
“It just felt like the start of something special – and they are still up there now.
“I remember walking into a dressing room full of 18-year-olds at Hamilton and now so many have either moved on to bigger things or are established Premiership players and I’ll always be very proud of that.”
In keeping with his character on the pitch, Cuthbert never gave up trying to regain full fitness.
He exhausted every surgery, pill, workout plan, rest scheme. You name it, he tried it.
However, a recent visit to a specialist in Leicester heralded the worst possible news and yesterday – almost a year to the day since he made his last ever appearance in a 3-0 defeat against Dundee United – it was confirmed that a persistent groin injury has forced him to hang up his gloves.
“I’ve exhausted every avenue and for the best part of a year I’ve worked every day to try and get back,” continued Cuthbert.
“I went down to see a specialist and he confirmed what everyone was starting to think, that there hadn’t been enough progress.
“The injury was just too difficult to get over, regardless of ops, rehab, rest.
“The club did everything to help me and could not have been more supportive but in the end it just wasn’t to be.”
However, Rovers will be at the heart of the next step in Cuthbert’s career.
He is already a valued member of Barry Smith’s coaching team, working behind the scenes with the likes of Craig Easton and Scott Robertson during the Fifers’ surge to the summit of League 1.
As one door closes, another opens for the man fondly known as ‘The Cat’.
“I’m really enjoying being a part of Barry’s team,” he added.
“With Scott Robertson and Craig Easton in there, it is a young, enthusiastic coaching team and we are desperate to drive Raith Rovers back to the Championship.
“It has been a learning curve already. Even just little things, like making sure you have training facilities when the snow hits – you think that just magically happens when you are a player!
“But I’m really embracing it and, whether you are a young player or a young coach, Raith is a brilliant place to be to learn and progress.”
